I, too, am too naive.
Monday, March 23, 20097:18 PM
The following matters are two different things:
(a) Just like how Cassie said. I, too, am just too naive. I'm just helping them with their chores while my chores stack up like mad. The more I contribute, the more they expect from me. Now I don't mind learning at all, in fact, I am eager to learn (which I think everything that I face daily is indeed challenging and interesting), but it almost end up to a form of bullying. It just demotivates me into striving for the better. However, I do not wish to change somewhere else because I believe there are still things for me to learn here. Besides, they commented on my personal issues because of those "he said, she said" hearsays circulating around. Huh. Plus, I can't even imagine of them not protecting us: one was so static that they just let us being shoot, while the other reflected the bullets toward us. Way to go, man. -=-;;; I think I should stop whatever that I should be telling because it would just yield to nothing, voicing out or not.
(b) And "housemate", stop nagging la. You promised not to delve into my mattersla. All you know are just to report, report, report to father. Biggest batu api I've seen. Still like that after all these years. Stop the hantu mumbo-jumbo too. And stop threatening that you're gonna die too. How old are you wei. I'm too naive to trust you again.
I wonder if optimism does solve every issue or not. Wah, I can't believe I'm so anal today.
On a side note, I'm going for 2 holidays~! I've decided to bring my grandparents for medical checking up, staying a night with them on the weekends, and going to Tioman thereafter. A month later when Mel comes back, Jacinta, her and myself will be jetting off to Phuket! Yayness!
